You’re good at this. Good at smiling when you’re crumbling. Good at managing everyone else’s emotions while ignoring your own. Good at telling yourself, "It’s all okay," even when your chest feels tight and your jaw is clenched.
Maybe you’re parenting kids, partners, aging parents, or even just trying to keep your own sanity intact. You’ve learned that if you stay small, stay nice, and stay busy, you won’t upset the peace.
But inside? You’re exhausted. You carry a quiet rage. A sense that you’re always bracing for impact. You leak out in frustration because you’ve swallowed so much for so long.
I know this feeling. I lived it for decades. I chased degrees and titles to prove I was enough, while secretly believing I was too much. I predicted storms to keep the peace. And when my world shattered five years ago with the loss of our first daughter, I realised that "holding it together" wasn’t saving me—it was suffocating me.

Salam! I’m Jessika. I’m a Professor, a Somatic Practitioner, Yoga Teacher and a woman currently navigating the beautiful chaos of moving to Morocco—the country where my husband’s roots lie, and where I find my own grounding again whenever I visited. Now it's time to stay.
On paper, I look like I have it figured out. People call me "bold" for this move. But the truth? I’m anxious. I’m frustrated when it not all works fast. I’m learning unspoken rules every day. I’m still working on keeping the patience. What if I loose it? What would it make me look like? Ungrateful. Hysterical.
Five years ago, after losing our daughter, I tried to think my way through grief first. Journaling. Talking. It didn’t work. My mind couldn’t fix what my body needed to feel. I kept the emotions inside as I was told it was enough to cry and grief.
During a breathwork session, I held it all in—until my teacher screamed at me to stop playing nice. That moment cracked something open. I cried. I shook. I finally felt alive.
That’s when I knew: Transformation doesn’t happen in the head. It happens in the body.
Now, I help women do the same. Not by fixing them. But by creating a safe space where you can drop the mask, feel your anger, honour your grief, and reconnect with your authentic selves.
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“I am safe to pause. I do not have to have it figured out."
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“My body is allowed to feel what my mind wants to skip."
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“I soften into the space between what was and what will be."
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“I create gentle structures to hold myself through this shift."
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“I trust the unfolding of who I am becoming."
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Stop right here. NO it wasn't. You didn't do anything wrong. It was not the extra walk, the occasional fast food or the worry. Nothing could have prevented the early goodbye of your baby or would have changed the diagnosis of 'unviable'.
You didn't fail, your body didn't fail and the doctors did neither. You may allow yourself to trust again.

Never ever think that or speak it out loud. Your body is a miracle and getting getting pregnant is too. You may not want to hear that but 1 of 4 women lose their baby during or shortly after pregnancy.
Of course you are not a statistics. Every story behind this number is unique.
The story of your baby needs to be heard.

Losing a baby feels unfair, frustrating and lonely. It is normal to be angry, jealous or hopeless.
It may comfort you to hear that miscarriages happen more often than you think. Every 3rd woman makes this sad experiences. You are not alone!
Give yourself permission to feel whatever emotion comes up. Allow yourself to feel.
"The Short Guide for Bereaved Parents" is a gentle, trauma-informed resource and designed to help parents to navigate baby loss through yoga, journaling and mindful rituals. This free guide offers practical tools to release tension, honour your baby, and find moments of peace in grief. Whether you’ve experienced miscarriage, stillbirth, or TFMR, discover healing practices that bring comfort, connection, and hope.


Let’s walk this path together. In our 1:1 sessions, you’ll be held with compassion as we use personalised yoga, breathwork, and rituals to soften grief and nurture hope.
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This website is neither giving medical advice, nor a healing promise. I would like to point out that the information provided here is not a substitute for medical advice or consultation with a midwife or GP.